I made you doubt, I filled you head with uncertainty. Even if for only the most fleeting of moments, the thought of me let doubt spring up it's ugly head.
Forgive me.
Do not do so if only to save me from drowning in this ocean of guilt, I will not accept it.
I will acknowledge your forgiveness, if it comes with the possibility of us still fighting to keep our flame alive.
Naïve, innocently so, under the impression that this was it, us both battling the frustration the distance between us birthed.
Now I know that the battle rages on deep into the relationship as well.
I smile at the challenge.
The thought of other things keeping me from my hamster is humorous.
How dare they think they can succeed?
When oceans couldn't kill the flame of love that burns fiercely within my heart,
What gave the evils of this earth the impression that anything after this would put out this flame?
However, these evils will have their own time to be defeated, what stands before is the evil of doubt that I myself allowed to rare it's head.
And so again I plead, forgive me, and let us keep on this long and trying road.
We may not see it now, but I know there will be a light ahead.
God is not so cruel as to not allow our love be actualised.
Yours always
Ade
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