My Dearest Hamster,
At last I know heartbreak.
I had previously claimed it, but that was a secondhand taste.
Now it is mine.
The taste, richly bitter.
The pain, stings and does not fade.
My tears, salty.
I held the glass, swirled the wine, and gulped it all down.
I had no choice but to wave goodbye.
Nothing, that was all I could do.
My options do not exist,
I am powerless.
With a clenched jaw, I must accept what has transpired.
Did you know it was all for you?
My distance?
Did you know my growth was primarily for you?
Now, I will never show you.
You will never appreciate it,
You will never love me,
We will never grow, even more, together.
With whom do I share this with?
I have been alone for too long.
So here I stand, with tears in my eyes, and acceptance forced into my heart.
A happiness for you, illuminating the darkness.
Like the Sun piercing through murky skies.
I smile,
And return the gesture, waving you away in your final goodbye.
Farewell Hamster.
Forever yours,
Ade.
At last I know heartbreak.
I had previously claimed it, but that was a secondhand taste.
Now it is mine.
The taste, richly bitter.
The pain, stings and does not fade.
My tears, salty.
I held the glass, swirled the wine, and gulped it all down.
I had no choice but to wave goodbye.
Nothing, that was all I could do.
My options do not exist,
I am powerless.
With a clenched jaw, I must accept what has transpired.
Did you know it was all for you?
My distance?
Did you know my growth was primarily for you?
Now, I will never show you.
You will never appreciate it,
You will never love me,
We will never grow, even more, together.
With whom do I share this with?
I have been alone for too long.
So here I stand, with tears in my eyes, and acceptance forced into my heart.
A happiness for you, illuminating the darkness.
Like the Sun piercing through murky skies.
I smile,
And return the gesture, waving you away in your final goodbye.
Farewell Hamster.
Forever yours,
Ade.
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